In every autobiography that I read, fame seems to be the product of three factors: talent, exposure, and breaks. To be fair, often persistence fits in the mix and if you believe that you’re good at what you do then confidence then plays a role in success. I’m currently reading about the writer James Patterson, wishing that somehow I could have made a living by writing. However, my lack of confidence in my work has prevented me from getting any exposure.

I write this blog every day to hone my skills. I’ve tried my hand at four different novels, but they sit in a drawer gathering dust. I’ve made only marginal attempts to improve on them and certainly haven’t sought professional help or made any attempt to publish. I’ve also written hundreds of poems, some that would make great lyrics, but once again they sit unnoticed. I share them with my wife and make them part of this blog and on occasion read them at a get-together. If there is any talent, there’s certainly little exposure, and therefore little chance for a break. 

Computers and spell-check make writing a book easy in these modern times. I can’t imagine trying to compose on a typewriter or with paper and pencil as James Patterson started his career. I also don’t know anybody in the publishing business and have not been proactive in finding help. I could self-publish just to say that I’m officially an author, but I’m not sure it’s worth the investment. I enjoy writing, even if it has little or no audience because I don’t have the confidence to share. Rarely, do I post any of my writing on Facebook or other social media outlets. I also never get feedback on this blog, so there may come a point where I stop paying for this site, imaging that someone will recognize my talent – if there is any!

I’ve spent my whole life in sales, yet I can’t seem to sell myself. An agent would be helpful, but I don’t know how to go about finding one. I’m not really even seeking fame – just a reason to continue writing because I enjoy it. A few bucks for my efforts would undoubtedly be rewarding, as would some constructive feedback. Come on – somebody give me a break!